shit [22 Apr 2007|10:45pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | set your goals -echoes ] these past two weeks have sucked soooo bad n right now im having such a hard time with myself i never sign on this thing but i chose to write in it because i know no1 reads this shit and i need to completely vent somewhere shit man like i was kinda analyzing my life today n its the bigest bullshit ever im pretty much failing at life my grades are bad my frends keep backstabbing me and the guy that so called likes me keeps playing games n im soooo sick of it not to mention that my parentals are NOT helping the least bit i skipped on tuesday n got caught n they make it seem like theyve never mest up HELLOOOO  my dad used to b like the biggest pot head never home never cared my mom just had a horrible life in general so whyyy the hell do i get ridiculously punishd im seriously never allowed newhere or to do ne thing i can only go out once a week and for like 3 hours its so dumb it gets me sooo mad and maria and i havent seen eachother in forever the only time she fkn chills with me is wen we skipp which is b.s and i hate to say it but its only been like this since she started dating gabe which is bull fkn shit cos she swore 2 me things wudnt change allll she ever talks about is him im so fkn sick of it like i wanna confront her about it but i know shell take it up the ass just like she did wen i confronted her bout being a lil poser aahhhhh the only thing that srsly keeps me alive is becky thats it i swearrr shes always there for me n i KNOW shell never backstabb me n i would NEVER do that to her like she has noooooo idea how much i value her friendship my weeks been horrible n she came over 2day n it was like everythings better n i love feeling that way . we were talkin about 9th grade n how life was sooo much better back then wen no one HAD to do drugs to have fun and when maria n i were actually frends n i cud trust her n wen i was content with myself when i KNEW julian liked me and goodddddddd i hate this sooo much honestly ok so pretty much everything sucks soooo bad n i feel like a fag writin this on hear but i have no1 to tell but becky n well i dont need 2 bother her with my pathetic emotions hahahah but fuq man like honestly thats such b.s about how ppl wudnt change there lives i know i would like for example: - trusting my mom again -being there for my dad wen he backstabbed me to -thinking maria n i wud b BFF -tellin val personal things -allowing myself to fail -not caring about skewl -meeting julian cos hes such a drama queen -turning HIM down -WAY TOO MANY MORE i just wanna b happy again just to smile everyday and laugh through the hallways n not give a fuck to just live n the moment and not think of the future or past to just be content thats all i miss ......i miss 8th grade and still trying to find myself and RYMPS and p3 kr3w and art class and shyttt man its so ridiculous i just need one of those sooo good days were everything is perfect n u just wanna freeze in the moment and breathe deeply don't shut your mouth

stick it up ur yaaa! [23 Sep 2005|11:50am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | everyone in the comp lab! ] sooooo im just here with alex and its pretty extreme u know just weird reading stories of sleeping beuty in italy or sumthing of that sort pll! and richard has three cs in torreses class and ur mom! i really hope i get to go to the show this sunday if not well then ill just not go shhhiiiit! ok peace in ur pant creases ppl of the world! don't shut your mouth

just lyfe [03 Aug 2005|12:53pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | where eagles dare-misfits ] im bored my parents left for peru!!! im grounded i dropped my phone in the pool !! well on the upside it wuz beckys bday on the 31st and chucky cheese is gonna roc my sox!!! woo woo! um well my cuz john wuz gonna come visit in september but since he works at the kkkmart lol jk he is comin in december sooooo excited! i met this girl lia shes my new neighboor shes from ohio!!! she sooo chill wut else tay tay i miss u feels like i havent seen u in year would it even matter if i said i wuz madly in luv with salad!!! none of my cali frends have this lj crap so i guess it duznt matter! im watchin sponge bob the fryin dutchman turned them into fruit! i cut my hair its sooo short kind diff i guess u cud say well w/e!how do u post pics on this thing??? oh well bye homies! don't shut your mouth

to my bitchezz n hoes! [26 Jun 2005|07:53pm] [ mood | U CANT EVEN IMAGINE HOW I FEEL ] [ music | CONCEIVED BY AS I LAY DYING ] damn homies i miss my fl peeps sooooo much and kant wait 2 c u guys um wut else ya im in kalifornia and havin a blast ummm.... i saw most my budzz already course most my family im goin to disneyland next weekend and six flags magic mountain!!! im soooo excited and uh ya i got to b in a star wars play omg i got to kill sum1 with a light thing it wuz extreeeeeeme!! well um i got a job and have my warped tour ticket and i am counting down the days!!! ummmm wut else wut else i miss maria and kristen and tayler and becky n katie n krystal and u know everyone but i cant help but tp b sad that im goin back soon!! this weekend i saw rize and bewitche got a new prpl n white misfits tee um had a middle skool reunion went 2 a party went 2 church hung out with my budz and chilled out im goin to chain this weekend and im soooo gonna have sum salad with lotz and lotz of croutons ooooooo i wanna go c batman beginz plz dont b mad amada!!! well ok homies have fun!!............................................................................................ WESCOAST FOR LIFE AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER BITCHEZZZZZ!!!!! AND EVER. don't shut your mouth

[04 Jun 2005|06:57pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | LA 5TA PORRA ] OMG GUYS I CANT B LIEVE IM HERE IN COSTA RICA IM SO HAPPY I GOT TO C ALL MY CUZIN AND AUNTS AND UNCLES AND GRANDMA AND PPL WHO KNOW ME BUT I DK THEM LOL YAA EVRY HAS GROWN N STUFF ITZ WURRD YAY IM HAPPY WELL I CUT MY HURR AGAIN OVER HERE AND IM LIKIN WUT I C YUP YUP YA GUYS I KNOW I SAID I WUD CALL SUM A YALL BUT ITS NOT THAT I 4GOT JUST THAT CELL DUZNT WORK OUTA US AND I NEED TA BUY A CALLING CARD BUT SURE ENOGH ILL CALL SOCCER GAME IS TODAY CR VS USA PPPSSSHHHHH OOOEEEEE OOOOEEEE OOOOOEEEE OOOOEEEEE COSTA RICA COSTA RICA WOOP WOOP WERE GONNA BEAT USA TO THE FLO' HAHAHAHAHHA !!!!!!! VIVA LA LEGA!!! MISS U GUYS TTYL LUV YA! 3 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

INSANITY IS A PRIVELAGE [29 May 2005|12:26am] [ mood | CANT WAIT 4 CALI!!! ] [ music | CIARA-MUSIC MAKES U LOSE CONTROL ] HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH I HEARD THE EFFIN KOOLEST SONG EVR LIKE IM PRETTY SURE WHOEVER MADE THIS SONG WAS ON A MAD ACID TRIP!!! MUSIC MAKE U LOSE CONTROL AHAHAH WUT A GREAT SONG!! YA NE WAYS MY MOM TOOK MY PHONE AWAY AND SUM DUMB POTHEAD TXTD MY PHONE SUMTHIN BOUT ME GETTIN WEED AND IM LIKE WTF SHE SAYS SHE THINKS I SELL WEED I WUZ LIKE I CANT BELIEVE SHES SAYIN THIS BUT OK!!! SO YA IM BORED I WENT TO THE KOOLEST RECORD STORE GOT A JIM MORRISON POSTER AND AN OLD SKOOL BEATLES RECORD FOR MARIAS MOM AND FASHA!! OH AND A CIRCLE JERKS CD WOOP WOOP! I CANT WAIT TO GO TO THE CONTEMPTIBLES SHOW AND THE DRUDGES R GONNA PLAY 2!! I CANT BELIVE IMA MISS THE LOWERCLASS BRATS AND CLIT 45 SHOW THO HOW DISSAPOINTING!!! GOSH OH YA AND SINCE MY MOM IS MAD SHE CANCELD MY WARPED TOUR TICK !!! THE NERVE! GOD IM SO MAD I CANT EVEN FINISH WRITTING BYE LOSERS! 2 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

countdown to departure!! [19 May 2005|10:27pm] [ mood | WITH LIFE ] [ music | sublime-WAITIN FO MY RUCA ] DAMNIT I CANT WAIT MY DAD ALREADY GOT MY PLANE TICKET AND NOT ONLY IS HE SDENDING ME TO CALI BUT HE THREW IN A TRIP TO GO C MY FAMILY IN COSTA RICA!!! GOSH I LUB HIM SO MUCH MY POPS IS THE BESTEST!!! IM LEAVING JUNE 3RD AND ALTHOUGH ILL BE SAD CUZ I KNOW ILL MISS OUT ON ALOT WITH MY BUDS I THINK IM GOING TO BE SOOOOO GLAD WHEN I LEAVE FLORIDA(NOT THAT I HATE IT OR ANYTHING HAHHAHAHA)! YA WELL MY PLANS WEE TO GO PERMANENTLY TO CALI BUT I EXAMINED MY REASONS 1- I HAE LIVING WITH MY MOM 2- I HATE MY SKOOL 3- I HATE THE WEATHER 4- AND I HATE ALOT OF THE PPL HERE SO AFTER THINKING ABOUT THIS I PONDERED TO MYSELF! Y SHOULD I RUN AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS I MEAN I CANT LET THE THINGS I HATE STOP ME FROM FINDING THE THINGS I LOVE!! U GET ME! I MEAN IVE MET SOME OF THE KOOLEST FRIENDS EVER WHILE LIVING HERE AND I HAVE LEARNED THINGS I NEVER KNEW I HAVE MET PPL I KNOW I WOULDVE PROBABLY NEVER MET IN CALI! IM SO GRATEFUL TO THE PEOPLE WHO WELCOMED ME FROM THE BEGINIG IT WAS SO HARD STARTING OVER AGAIN BUT EVENTUALLY I GOT USED TO IT! THANX 2 THA PE KREW!!! U GUYZ R ABSOLUTELY THE BEST! AND MARIA 4 BEING MORE SOCIAL AND INTRODUCING ME 2 THE PPL I NOW HATE LOL! AND TO THE JERKS AND FAKES AND ASSHOLES CUZ I NEVER KNEW I HAD IT IN ME TO FIGHT BACK! I GUESS EVERYTHING HAS A GOOD SIDE AND A BAD SIDE! BUT CALI STILL IS KICKIN W/ CLEETS (COPYRIGHTED BY BECKY AND TAY) 1 hear a secret| don't shut your mouth

blah! says the girl! [17 May 2005|08:59pm] [ mood | COULD BE BETTER ] [ music | WEEZER-SWEATER SONG ] ROW ROW ROW UR BOAT!!!! IT IS IN MY HEAD GET IT OOOOUUUUTTTT! OH OH OH I HAVE AN IDEA ILL RIGHT A POEM YESSSS THATS IT OH BUT FIRST GUYS SEND ME TOPICS ON WUT TO WRITE ABOUT!!! NE WAYS YA LIFE STILL SUX BUT THEN AGAIN WUTZ NEW FOR A NEGATIVE GIRL LIVING IN A DYING WORLD!! CAN U DO THE KAN KAN??? OMG DO U DRINK SOUP OR EAT IT!! TODAY IN CLASS MY TEACHER SAID I CANT CHANGE THE WORLD OR GO TO UNIVERSITIE!!! I HATE U TOOO MENDELSON! CALIFORNIA LOVE NOW LEMME INTRODUCE U TO THE WILD WILD WEST!!! AND I DONNO THE REST! .....CALIFORNIA KNOWS HOW 2 PARTY CALIFORNIAAAA KNOWS HOW TO PARTY IN THE CITYYYY OF LA IN THE CITY CITY OF COMPTON IN THE CITY OF GOOD OL WATTS WE KEEP IT ROCKIN (IN SANTA ANA)! WOOP WOOP! LIST OF THE PPL I HOPE CHOKE ON WATER! GABE GABE GABE OH YA AND GABE OH DID I 4 GET.....GABE! AND JEFF AND LAUREN AND SHAWN AND HALF OF KRISTEN AND HALF OF NATHAN AND HALF OF LULU! MY DAD IS WATCHING NATIONAL TREASURE!!! LIST OF PPL I HOPE GET A KICK ASS FORTUNE COOKIE! TAYLER MARIA KRISTEN LULU KRYSTAL ALEX KEVIN KATIE BRANDON RYAN DANNY AND MOOOOOO! YEEAAAAA YAHUH!! PPPSSSSHHHH MY MOM IS THE WEIRDEST UGLIEST PIECE OF CRAP THING EVER BEAT THAT TAYLER TOTS!!! 2 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

bitchezzz! [14 May 2005|11:16am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | sublime ] dude yesterday was probablly the most revealing day of my life!!! goes to show the fri. 13 myth is true! i got in an argument w/ some guys who were busting my nuts bout the place i love!!! i thought these guys were kool but theyre are fukin assholes!! its sooo ironic how when there not around friends they r sweet but as soon as ppl gather they completely change!! and 1 of my friends who i guess hoped would have my back joined in and she knows the reason y (b cuz of a certain person!) it really brought me down and made me hate this place even more!! i dislike alot of ppl here b cuz they r soooo fake but i would personally like to thank tay cuz u know wut she gets me and she sticks with me and she has my back like ne real friend would!! and maria i luff u cuz u know wut 2 say to makek me feel better! serious im trying to adapt 2 this place and no 1 has made it the least bit easier!! man i never realized how much u mean it when u ssay "theres no place like home" oh yea and i hate my mom she sux ass! 8 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

OKAY HERE WE GO [11 May 2005|11:50pm] [ mood | FOR SUM STARBUCKS ] [ music | THE RINGING IN MY EARS ] I HATE U AND UR MOM AND UR FACE JUST KIDDING I LOVE U OKAY NOW LETS MAKE A LIST OF THE PPL I HATE!!CHOCOLATE MOUNTAIN!!SEAN,JENEVIVE,MALIK,ROXANNE,JUAN,COMBO,MY MOM,OH YEA MY MOM,TRENDIES,SCENE KIDS, HIPPIES,PREPS,EMOS,AND OTHER PPL!OH YEA AND LAUREN OK NOW THE PPL I LOVE! TAYLER,MARIA,SAL,BOB,KRISTEN,KRYTAL,EFRE,MY DAD,BACON,SALAD,EDIIITH,GABE,JEFF,BECKY,DANIELLA,MONIQUE,JAZMIN,AMADA,JEANETTE,LULU,EVE,KAT,TANYA,BEN,EDGAR,CARISSA,SAMMY,SAMI,LUBE,CYNTHIA,LLOYD,WHB,BRODY,DAMIT I KNOW IM MISSING PPL BUT THEY KNOW I LUV THEM 2!! BYE LUV U GUYS! 2 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

ICE TAY!! [03 May 2005|04:36pm] [ mood | ON JESUS ] [ music | 77 SWINDLE (YAY YAY) ] YAAAAAAA TAYLER AKA ICE TAY FO SHIZZLE KNOWS MY PASSWORD!!! NOT KOOL BUT IM TO LAZY 2 CHANGE IT!!! TAY DONT GIVE IT OUT PLZ DONT TELL NE 1 MY PASSWORD IS BACON!!! TOOT TOOOT SAID THE CHU CHU! DAMN 2MORO I GOT A GUITAR TEST AND IMA FAIL!!! THIS SUX I DONT EVEN PRACTICE! SO ASIDE 4M THAT WUT DID I DO 2DAY UM I WENT TO THE FLEA MARKET AND BK AND OH YA MARIAS HOUUUUUZE!!! AND SPENT THE WHOLE DAY TELLIN YO MAMMA JOKES AND IT WUZ AN EXPLOSION!! U GUYS UR MOMMAS SOOOO FAT SHE USES MEXICO ....THE ENTIRE COUNTRY..........AS HER TANNING BED!!! TUDUMP SSHHHH! THANK U THANK U!!! PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE! 5 hear a secrets| don't shut your mouth

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